I'm not going to have a "back to square one" attitude about it. It's significant that I skipped one last month and having one this month doesn't mean I won't skip more.
I just really hoped-- I know I said I wouldn't but I did anyway, god damn it-- that I'd found the magical fix for this and it would all be over now.
There is no magical fix. You'd think I'd have learned that by now. But must EVERYTHING have its own, individual drawn-out process?! Every. Single. Thing?!